As Long As the Rivers Run


Chapter 5

Study to Show Yourself Approved

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Chapter 1: A time to be born

Chapter 2: O, Lord, Thou Hast Known Me

Chapter 3: The Early Years

Chapter 4: Thou Shalt Hear a Voice

Chapter 5: Study to Show Yourself Approved

Chapter 6: Let Him that Stole, Steal No More

Chapter 7: The Rod of Correction

Chapter 8: Fearfully and Wonderfully Made

Chapter 9: When I Became a Man

Chapter 10: They That Live After the Flesh

Chapter 11: Whosoever Will May Come

Chapter 12: I Am the Way

Chapter 13: Present Your Bodies

Chapter 14: Tell What God has Done

Chapter 15: I Make all Things New

Chapter 16: "Yes, Lord."

Chapter 17: You are My Witness

Chapter 18: And it Came to Pass

Chapter 19: Walk Humbly with Your God

Chapter 20: Touch Not, Taste Not, Handle Not

Chapter 21: All Things Work Together for Good

Chapter 22: Two are Better than One

Chapter 23: Fields Ready for Harvest

Chapter 24: Come and Help Us

Chapter 25: Laborers Together with Him

Chapter 26: My Presence Shall be With You

Chapter 27: Sowing Beside all Waters

Chapter 28: A Camp Different from Most

Chapter 29: Preach the Word, In Season, Out of Season

Chapter 30: A Reason for the Hope

Chapter 31: The Same Lord Over All

Chapter 32: Let Him Speak Now

Chapter 33: Now is the Accepted Time

Chapter 34: Other Sheep I Have

Chapter 35: Lubicon Lake

Chapter 36: And Thy House

Chapter 37: I Will Increase Your Borders

Chapter 38: You See Me, God

Chapter 39: The Gift of God is Eternal Life

Chapter 40: Call Unto Me and I Will Answer

Chapter 41: What is in Your Hand?

Chapter 42: By all Means

Chapter 43: Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem

Chapter 44: Workers Together with Him

Pastor Mervin Cheechoo, Cree Gospel Chapel

EPILOGUE

Favorite Family Photos

Here and There

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        As the boys and girls on Whitefish Lake Reserve reached the age of seven, they left home to go to school. Some went to the Blue Quills Roman Catholic School near St. Paul. For many others, all but two months of each year were spent at the United Church Residential School near Edmonton. Ed­monton was a world away from the sheltered haven of Whitefish Lake. For many children, it was their first venture into the great unknown which lay beyond the boundaries of the reserve. 

        The end of June brought excitement to the students at the school as well as the whole community of Whitefish Lake. That’s when the kids came home from school. Bill remembers it well. “Horses were hitched to the wagon and family members piled aboard. Many families had children coming home from school. The much looked forward to meeting took place at the railroad station at Spedden, fourteen miles south. It was like a convoy of happy people. Those of us who were preschool kids played together on the way. Even the dogs running after the wagon barked and wagged their tails as if they shared the happiness. Often, the large group camped for the night. Meeting the train was a very happy time for everybody, especially for the kids who got off the train.” 

        Of course, two months later when the kids had to go back to Spedden to get on that train for the ten month separation, the mood was the very opposite. Bill recalls the solemn at­mosphere of the parting. It wasn’t that school was so terrible. Actually, students didn’t complain very much about being mistreated at school. In fact, In comparison to the later grim revelations of alleged atrocities and abuses associated with some residential schools, this one seems to have been one of the belier ones. It wasn’t perfect. There was the odd grouchy teacher, and a few staff members who could be nasty at times. But to Bill’s knowledge, the majority of the two hundred or so students did not feel illtreated and certainly not abused by the staff. A few students suffered on the rare occasions when a teacher’s frustration boiled over momentarily. By the time Bill reached adulthood, terrible accusations would  be leveled against other church-run  residential schools. To his knowledge, however, Edmonton Indian Residential School presented a pretty good record of care and respect during the years he spent there. Today, of course, the insistence that the students speak only English may be seen as oppressive. Bill doesn’t remember any threats of

punishment for speaking the Native language. “Even though residential schools were not the greatest, considering the circumstances of that day, they were the only way us Native kids would have received any education.” Years later, as an adult, that was Bill’s considered opinion.                         

Residential School rear Edmonton.

         Billy’s birthday came in November, two months after school started. When the time came for him to leave homed Thomas and Irene went along. They wanted to visit their other children who had left for school in September. They wanted to be sure, too, that little Billy got there safely and got settled in all right. 

       Billy was not a boy who cried readily. Whatever he felt on the inside was usually hidden under a mischievous grin. Like Thomas his father, the boy accepted what life brought without fuss. And though Irene made her feelings known when she was displeased, personal sadness or anxiety was usually kept private. To anybody looking on, the trio was Just another family traveling on the train. But the three Jacksons knew this day marked the beginning of a new life for Billy. Thomas and Irene knew that from this day on the government, through the school staff, would act as Billy’s parents for ten months of each of the next eight years. Billy didn’t understand that. He only knew that from now on, every time he shared the pleasure of getting off  the train in June, he would also be part of the sadness of September. 

        When they arrived at school, the new students were usually overwhelmed by the size of the big brick building situated a few miles out of Edmonton. Behind this main building, which housed both dormitory and classrooms, the children saw barns and staff houses. To somebody born and raised on the reserve, everything looked gigantic.

Billy’s school learning began in the Beginner’s classroom. Actually, the same classroom served Beginners and Grades One and Two, each group sitting in their own rows but all being served by the same teacher. Restless on his first day, Billy wandered to the window to catch one more glimpse of his parents. The place where he had last seen them was empty. His parents were gone. 

All instruction was in English, which sounded like meaning­less chatter to Billy’s ears. He hadn’t added much to his English vocabulary since learning “My battery.” Now the language rushed at him like an unseen enemy, confusing him, keeping him off balance, constantly mocking his efforts to understand. Suddenly, the whole environment had changed. The warm familiarity of the reserve, where he knew every corner, every sound, every person, was gone. Now, his life setting was a cav­ernous classroom, a desolate dormitory, a drab dining room, all filled with signs and symbols he didn’t understand. The food, too, was different. After half a dozen years of eating a stable diet of fish, tea, and bannock, the quiet lad was suddenly faced with dishes he’d never seen nor smelled before. He was to learn quickly that fish was a rarity. Most of the food used at school was produced in the school-owned fields and barns where the older students learned farm skills.

Visiting the Residential School in 1958.

  At home, the family usually ate a meal together but not necessarily at the same time each day. At school, Billy learned to eat three times a day. It didn’t matter if his inner biological clock told him it wasn’t time to eat yet. If the big clock on the wall said it was time to eat, Billy ate. 

        Other children who had been at school for some time helped Billy by translating things into Cree. “That’s porridge! We have it every morning.” When Billy’s face screwed up at the first mouthful, the other kids told him. “Spread your sugar over. You’ll get to like it.” Billy did get to like porridge. It was just as well he did. He had porridge for more than 2,400 breakfasts— porridge every morning for the entire eight years he went to school. 

        Then there were the desserts. Billy had never known that such things existed. Now, each lunch time, he was obliged to spoil the taste of his meal by finishing off with dessert. Billy didn’t like the bread pudding, the rice pudding, the chocolate pudding. Especially the chocolate pudding. One day, tired of the boy’s unwillingness to try the dish, the Native supervisor, Joshua Jackson, poured some milk on top and stirred it into the pudding. “Now try it,” he commanded Billy and some other passively resistant students. Uncertainly, the boy spooned as little as he thought he could get off with and slowly raised it to his mouth. “M-m-m.” It wasn’t really so bad. Another mouthful. Yes, this awful-looking chocolate pudding was clearly not poisonous. Yet another mouthful—and the supervisor moved away, knowing the battle was won. That day, Billy learned that this new food tasted quite good. One just needed a little encouragement to try it 

        In class, Billy proved to be a good student. He learned English by leaps and bounds, soon gaining top marks in his class work. In fact, by the middle of Grade II, he had advanced so much the teacher promoted him to Grade III in the middle of the year. 

        This promotion meant much more than moving to another row in the classroom. It involved a trip across the hall to the room which housed Grades III, IV, and V. 

        “Everybody stared at me as I came into the class and walked across the front of the room,” Bill remembered. “I didn’t like that.” However, the high-average student continued to do well in his school work.

  

Home Forward Chapter 1: A time to be born Chapter 2: O, Lord, Thou Hast Known Me Chapter 3: The Early Years Chapter 4: Thou Shalt Hear a Voice Chapter 5: Study to Show Yourself Approved Chapter 6: Let Him that Stole, Steal No More Chapter 7: The Rod of Correction Chapter 8: Fearfully and Wonderfully Made Chapter 9: When I Became a Man Chapter 10: They That Live After the Flesh Chapter 11: Whosoever Will May Come Chapter 12: I Am the Way Chapter 13: Present Your Bodies Chapter 14: Tell What God has Done Chapter 15: I Make all Things New Chapter 16: "Yes, Lord." Chapter 17: You are My Witness Chapter 18: And it Came to Pass Chapter 19: Walk Humbly with Your God Chapter 20: Touch Not, Taste Not, Handle Not Chapter 21: All Things Work Together for Good Chapter 22: Two are Better than One Chapter 23: Fields Ready for Harvest Chapter 24: Come and Help Us Chapter 25: Laborers Together with Him Chapter 26: My Presence Shall be With You Chapter 27: Sowing Beside all Waters Chapter 28: A Camp Different from Most Chapter 29: Preach the Word, In Season, Out of Season Chapter 30: A Reason for the Hope Chapter 31: The Same Lord Over All Chapter 32: Let Him Speak Now Chapter 33: Now is the Accepted Time Chapter 34: Other Sheep I Have Chapter 35: Lubicon Lake Chapter 36: And Thy House Chapter 37: I Will Increase Your Borders Chapter 38: You See Me, God Chapter 39: The Gift of God is Eternal Life Chapter 40: Call Unto Me and I Will Answer Chapter 41: What is in Your Hand? Chapter 42: By all Means Chapter 43: Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem Chapter 44: Workers Together with Him Pastor Mervin Cheechoo, Cree Gospel Chapel EPILOGUE Favorite Family Photos Here and There Print this page

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